Finally come to my senses, whether it was fear or wisdom too late, but have hit a time where life and health is way more precious than being a junkie for the past 30 years and live in depression and fear waiting on my body to be riddled with a terminal disease or an organ to shut down. I am so stupid to have not listened to my peers when I should have back in the day! Luckily I have had a good run with no issues thus far, but being 50 is a sign where shit starts to go south in some cases! So I pray to be good for these latter days/months/years summoned to me. Remember folks if you want advice don t stray into substance abuse please as time gets away being busy arranging several hits a day, and before you know it BOOM ya 50 and ready to pull up stops! |