We have to live and do the best with what we have. Sometimes I feel so frustrated with myself like a cat - chasing its tail going around and around, have so many bad habitats like all the bad habitats are stopping me from genuinely enjoying and getting the best out of my life. I do have some good habitats like listening to music, god please help me and my family and friends, I know life can be better and more enjoyable god bless you all.